Author: Jordan
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Healing
Around March of 2024, I decided to do something about my fear of the hallucinations and the trauma I had experienced as a child. I knew I was raped, but I never fully dealt with all the emotions that came along with that. I felt dirty, I felt ashamed, I felt like somehow it was… Read more
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Honeymoon phase
When John and I got married, we went to Colorado for our honeymoon. I remember enjoying all of the planned activities we did, but having sex was painful and scary. I was not mentally ready for sex, but I didn’t want to tell John no, as I knew he had been waiting for this (we… Read more
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Getting Married
As a continuation of the Growing Up post, I moved into an apartment with my best friend while I was in college. During this time, I was working a part-time job, going to school for nursing full-time, and had started dating this guy (let’s call him John). As time went on, my best friend and… Read more
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Growing Up
In my previous post, “The Beginning,” I talked about my parents and how that influenced my attachment style. In this post, I’ll talk about my life growing up. Let’s skip straight to an event that happened when I was about 7 years old (warning, traumatic event). When I was 7 years old, I was raped,… Read more
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The Beginning
drawing by me If you want to hear about my life, the ways in which I have changed (mostly for the better, I think), and how God has helped me survive this life, then you’ve come to the right place. The following is part of my life story. Without further ado, here is my life… Read more
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Hello!
This blog website is a running story of my life and the things I am learning. You can start at The Beginning, or you can jump in wherever you would like. I am happy to be able to share my story with you, and I hope you learn something valuable from it, too. Read more